Is it Cool
Is it cool if I sat here and lied to you?
Is it cool if I only hug you because you’re constantly in my arms?
Is it cool that when we have sex I think of her?
Is it cool that every time we talk I compare you to her?
Is it cool to pretend that I love you just so that I wouldn’t be lonely?
Is it cool if she came back I left you without explaining myself?
Is it cool that even though we’re together she’s all I think about?
Is that cool?
It’s not cool. But I did ask if it’s cool if I could lie to you. So that was all a lie.
I don’t think it’s cool, in fact this is why I can not be with you or anyone. I wouldn’t do this to anybody because they don’t deserve that, If I can’t give them 100% of my dedication then I am not ready.